Thursday, July 07, 2005

looking backward

Uni is starting. I am bloody damn depressed for that and other various reasons. Anyway, who wants to go back to a stinky little place in the middle of nowhere. Back to the no life and no sleep routine. Back to the stress and worry of whether or not i make the deans list this time, whether or not i perform up to standard. Back to feelin miserable that my baby wont and cant be around for now. This sucks.

Damn. Damn.DAMN..

What've learnt recently that i probably dont need to know : when youre drink is spiked, drink lotsa cold water first, it slows down the effect of the drug. warm water is a big no no till after you throw up and just before you got to bed. And dont fall asleep.

I DONT WANT TO GO BACK.

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