I don't know..

.. where I am
.. or what I am doing here.
.. where I am suppose to be going
.. where I want to go
.. what I am looking for
.. where I can find it.

.. how to get there
.. how I will know.

.. how to go back
.. how to make it go away

Wait.

I'm not ready yet.
Things can't change. I'm not prepared. I'm not strong enough. I can't do this by myself.
I need you.
I wish I could do something to make it better.
Maybe this is all part of growing up. But I'm not ready for that either.
What if I'm never ready ?