Some things cant be fixed

I did something i shouldnt have done. I hurt and betrayed the one person in the world id never want to hurt. And im not even sure why.

Im sorry.I didnt mean it. But i cant change what happened. No matter how many times i say im sorry, how many times i try to explain myself, that i didnt mean it, fact still remains i cant change anything and i cant fix it.

And that is the worse feeling in the world. To know you hurt the one person you love so much, the one person who gave so much to you, put so much into you, believed in you..All because you didnt think. And theres nothing you can do about it to make it better.

It just sucks.

I love you. Im sorry.