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I've been staring at the blinking cursor for a while.

So many thoughts swirling around my head, yet I can't pin them down and put them into words. Or maybe I dont want to.

Things seem so much more real when they're out there in black and white for the whole world to see. And maybe if i say nothing and pretend that everything is okay, I'll have more pink days than blue and purple.

Im hiding. What am I hiding from? I dont know.

What has changed? I dont know.

Too many questions. I have no answers.

This is harder to manage than I thought. Alot of shit this week.

Blank stare again. Just breathe.

I wish I could just leave everything behind me and start again. Just pretend.
Dammit, I need to get to the happy place.