what do you if you dont have a choice?

To all of you that read the last post and are worried about me, im okay. After a day and a night, i still dont know how to put everything back together, i still feel rather shitty, but now im calm and not about to fall to pieces. I think i bit off more than i can chew.

Everthings falling apart, material and non material. And the sucky part? I dont know which is worse. Something, or say alot of belongings fall apart one after another, you just dont have the cash to put it back together again. So what do you do? Break open your fixed deposit? Leave it broken? What if you need it? What if you dont have a choice? So what do you do? People say material things can be replaced. the person who said it must have had a hella alot of moolah. The thing about non material stuff though, is that you can forget, but it wont ever go away.