Day 55 Save Me

Okay. Im still here. Still alive. Barely. Surviving, I supposed not living. Yeah, Im extra grumpy today. Since i passed the 40 day mark ive had good days and bad days. Today happens to be a bad day. Its the first day I've felt teary since I've arrived. Oh man, Ive been deprived of my lotions and potions, deprived of good meals, deprived of entertainment and a good bottle of wine, deprived of company, deprived of human contact and connection. Deprived of a wild night out with the girls when all we do is giggle. Yes, Im bitching today. Everyone is entitled to bitch a little. I guess Im just missing my life. And I miss my legs. Ugh. Depressed. Will attempt to go running tomorrow. I need a holiday.