Speechless

I had a lot to say and now i dont. .

Streched out my hand to ask my mum for some pocket money cos i haven't really been getting much ... as usual it ended up with a long lecture and neither of us being happy

I swear, it would be easier to get money working as a stripper then to get pocket money off her (does anyone know where i can get a job?).

She thinks i can move down to kl and survive fine on 1800 a month.

BULLSHIT.

Its already a struggle to rent a flat in penang and live with that amount, wtf how to move to kl?

Its not fair. I know im whining and i shouldnt be whining, but really its NOT FAIR. I feel like i started out with a ball and chain around my neck already and i havent really ventured out into the world yet.

Ever done grocery shopping? A packet of 3in1 coffee, a packet of julies biscuits, some youghurt, a bag of catfood ..

Thats already RM50 gone.

I think i'll just sell off all my stuff and starve to death.

Another chapter

Yes yes, i am home.

Four years of uni life over and done with. Mixed feelings. I cant say i enjoyed ever being in USM (what with the bloody dress code, bad food, shared toilets, irritating room mates and bugs) but i cant say i'll be looking forward to starting work and getting used to everything all over again.

And no security blanket this time :(

I hope I'm back for good. Or at least a while. And that i dont have to transplant myself to another state. But it doesnt look good...

I havent unpacked my stuff from the car yet. Its funny how you can pack up a years worth of junk in a stinky little hostel room is about an hour .. and load it all into one car.

But im so so tired.. i want to do nothing

YES I AM LAZY, LIVE WITH IT.
Im allowed to be lazy, i havent been getting enough sleep.

Funny.. the next time i'll be seeing my unimates, we'll be discussing our jobs instead of how the lecturers suck.

So many options. How to decide?
Scary scary

PinkDalmation

Im home. Im not home free (one more paper to go) but im home nevertheless.
I have missed my room and my bed and my hot water
Im still suffering from the numerous bug bites i picked up ober the weeks i stayed in uni, and im still exhausted from the many many sleepless nights . .
but i am home.

My room has a sleeping aura.
I love it :)

To Procure?

Lol, I was surfing m-w.com to use the online dictionary to check out the word procure. Ahem.. My sentence "...to assist in the procurement ... " i was't too sure if it was the procurement or procuring so i looked it up and this is what i found : procure

Main Entry:

pro·cure

Pronunciation:

\prə-ˈkyu̇r, prō-\

Function:

verb

Inflected Form(s):

pro·cured; pro·cur·ing

Etymology:

Middle English, from Anglo-French procurer, from Late Latin procurare, from Latin, to take care of, from pro- for + cura care

Date:

14th century

transitive verb1 a: to get possession of : obtain by particular care and effort b: to get and make available for promiscuous sexual intercourse

I just had to share this.