Wrong side of the bed..

Been having the same headache that kept me up last night most of today. I am grumpy and annoyed for no reason whatsoever.

Im not very sure whats going on but as of yesterday my new posts never seem to appear.. been trying to publish them over and over again but its still non existant. Oh well. Keeping my fingers crossed.

I wonder sure how my roomie does it. She can last on even less sleep then me, wakes up at any time in the morning no matter what time she sleeps (yes, she woke me up again) yet still manages to catch an afternoon nap no matter how hot, how bright, how noisy. Me? I just dont sleep, therefore cant ever wake up, then get grumpy.

Its a brand new me

Hey Hey! Its the start of a new year .. or chinese new year more like .. so i decided to change the look. Finally got around to gettin Hello so i can upload pics.. most unfortunately, nothing recent to put up cos my camera has been spending time in the hospital thus Sakura-chan right here. I promise though, more pics coming soon .. :)

Been counting the days till hols start.. seems like this sem past pretty fast though im not sure if that good or bad but guess it doesnt matter. Looking forward to seeing everyone again, specially before those aussie student leave again.. Yes, it still gets boring here.. Anyway, i was brushing my teeth using my colgate triple action toothpaste when i had a thought - how did they get the toothpaste to come out in 3 stripes??? Even after i mushed the tube up a bit, its still in 3 stripes... interesting eh?

I have a cut on the roof of my mouth. From the combined bad habit of crunching ice and chewing on straws. And it hurts. Everytime i try to take a bite of my pear or eat biscuits i can feel the little piece of skin flapping. YUCK.

When you have nothing else better to do, You Sleep.

Yup.. Its a Friday and im still on Campus.. Curse Saturday classes. Nevertheless though, i did get to see something new. It Friday. Which means down here at our most happening town PARIT BUNTAR we have the PASAR MALAM!! Yay! Something to do tonight..

If i really wanted to, i could have bought an ostrich egg (and its feet and it innards), all sorts of magical oils to increase my sexuality, to keep me glowing, to hide my unsightly bulges, to increase my errection(if i had one). I could have gotten wiered massages garanteed to keep muscle aches away and improve my blood circulation, or i could have bought the oil and done it myself. I could have bought sandals for RM12, Nike bags, NIKER bags, RM6 slippers, 5durians for RM5, crates of oranges, dresses, clothes, RM10 "non stick" kualis, gutted fish, dried fish, raw prawns, home made sambal, turtle jelly, all sorts of fruits, spices, locks, watches, radios, clocks, pesticides, insects repellent, rodent repellent.... Its amazing, the amount of stuff they can pack into a mere few streets.

Guess What I came back with??

Go on, take a guess ..

A murtabak ayam and 15 pears.
And at a grand total of RM6.50, i think i got myself a bargain.

Ugh. Saturday morning class..

NINE days to go till its time to GongXi GongXi!!

Princess, Princess

At times, i dont know if im a bitchy princess demanding too much of everything or whether all my needs really arent met. I dont know if my pathetic feelings are justified, or im simply wasting my time and making myself seem even more pathetic than i already can get. Its an odd world. No matter, i refuse to ponder over such thoughts, the very act of thinking about thinking already makes me squirm. The time is better spent trying to figure out EMH 112/3 Fluid Mechanics I which after half a sem i still cant do, still cant grasp any concepts and its getting worse with every class.
I am proud of one thinge though - i have not bitched about phone calls for quite some time.. im getting somewhere now..

This is a bad sem. This is a bad year. I may have gotten used to being here, but it doesnt mean i dont occasionally get homesick, it doesnt mean life here is any easier, it doenst mean i can do everything. Laugh at me if you must, but it doesnt change anything.

Above my head theres a lizard which just caught a huge bug bigger than its head.. its still holding on. The bug isnt giving in without a fight.. Interesting...

When you Feel Like SHit

Ever felt like a failure?

I have.

THIS SUCKS

Its the first day after making my so called Resolutions. And already i have failed.
I spent yesterday evening watching Naruto, i for some reason didnt hear the lecturer announcing THREE TIMES that class was cancelled although i was sitting there, i STILL have no textbook and i didnt manage to drop LAJ100 thanks to that old bitch in the office.
I suck at things like this.
Wouldve been able to drop if not for her. I went to the Pusat Bahasa to go look for my teacher who said i'll have to look for the Pengerusi Rancangan who inncidently went out for lunch early and came back late. Yes, i waited out there like a total complete ass. Neways, i saw her, she lectured me and told me to look for my Dean, which i did. But the whole office was empty (seems like everyone here comes back late from lunch) so i sat and waited till a nice lady came to tell me that HE WASNT IN. But being a nice lady and all, she told me to get the drop form, fill it in and pass it to her which she will pass to the dean so i can collect it the next morning. So everythings okay ... Teacher - check, pengerusi rancangan - check, dean - almost check. Until i go back to the office after running all the way back to the pusat bahasa and i meet THE BITCH. Who made a really loud fuss and chased me out of the office. I swear, some people were just put on the earth to make things hard for you.
Sigh>

*Miss you.*

Happy New 2005!!

Hey Hey!
Its New Years again.. the start of a Brand Spanking New Year .. the time where you can let go all the shit that happened last year and make new resolutions.. Which you dont exactly keep, but hey, at least i tried .. that counts for something right????
Actually, i dont remember if i made any resolutions last year, but oh well ..

This year, the big 2005, i have come to realise that i have grown old, and hopefully grown up.. a little bit. So i plan to be good :)
i will NOT succumb to evil pleasures, i will sleep in more often, spend less money, pamper myself a little bit more, worry a little less .. hmmm .. oh yea, and i will keep Wednesday as my designated anime day and try to keep a little bit more up to date about everything else around me.

Well, heres to hoping i'll keep it .. for a while at least :)
Happy New Year!!!